認識我的朋友都知，木木太太膽小如鼠。對於所有動物，會叫的不會叫的，有牙的無牙的，食肉的食草的食虫的，游水的爬行的曉飛的，除了人，所有，所有動物昆蟲蛇虫鼠蟻我都敬而遠之。
膽小，原因不明，但我記得，非常記得小時候我已經是膽小的。小學大概二年級吧，媽媽買我一隻龜，那種幾蚊有交易，養極唔死的龜。我不知為何阿媽會買我一隻龜，我只知我是完全不能跟牠有任何身體接觸，任何也不可以，也不可能！每次我要為牠換水時，大概都要阿媽叫我十次八次才會動身，因為我萬分不願意為牠換水，因每次換水都有可能要觸碰到牠。換水時，我總小心奕奕，不許自己有半點差池。如果媽媽想以小龜來鍛鍊我膽色，她明顯用錯了法方，但倒練得我小心做事，以避免不想要的後果。
可是，大家都估到，天意弄人，意外就發生了，當我又熟練地把龜缸水倒掉，小龜也一同掉到洗手盤去了。。。。。。除了呆在當場我可以怎樣呢？我大呼小叫要媽媽幫手，媽媽要我自己搞定。。。我爸還笑我沒出息。我記得我哭了良久，結果如何已忘記了，大慨是用工具：筷子湯匙搞定吧。最緊要知道木木太太是何等膽小。
今天，"貴為"一子之母。。。。。。我永遠記住我是孩子依靠，孩子的榜樣。你愛的他也愛。你怕的他也怕。就本着愛兒之心，很多時也要捱過去。儘管我心裡如何怕，我也要硬着頭皮去。狗，大狗，當年要調頭走的我，今天遠遠就笑面迎犬："看！那頭狗多可愛呢！還會汪汪叫啊！孩子要摸摸他嗎？別怕！很可愛的！你看，媽媽都摸牠！..........@.@" 其實心想，毛很粗，有臭味，口水也在流，牠會咬我嗎？最快的逃生路線等等。。。。天啊！我那有這樣勇敢，我的勇氣就來自母親對孩子的愛。每次我也只能在心中暗暗顫抖。（淚流中。。。。）
但我肯定，我不會給他買烏龜。
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你看那孩子的笑容，就知道你的堅持是值得的。
ReplyDeleteBelle, 我覺得件事未必係咁。 我媽很怕很怕曱甴，有一次，竟然因為怕我個仔驚，所以徒手捉起隻(大)曱甴掉落廁所。我仲驚呀！
ReplyDelete如果你讓他知道你驚動物，可能他會保護番你呢。
Louise
Good if so! Hahahaha
DeleteIf u are so concerned to be a model of your kid, hv u ever evaluated the bad things u did to the ppl who worked with u? U r a bad person who would do anything to hurt ppl just to get promoted. I hope ur kid will not be like u when they grow up.
DeleteHi anonymous,
DeleteThanks for your comment. You leaded me to think about what I have done. But sorry, I don't realized if I have hurt anyone to get promoted. I experienced 2 promotions in my working life so far, one in my first company, and one was from the latest one before I turned to a full time mama. I apologized if I did something that hurting u as u think. This is not my intention. I am not going to argue or deny anything. I know it doesn't help, or it is not going to end.
But True, everyone has a past story, and everyone makes mistakes. I would show my boy to be brave to face it and move on. Learn from the past n move on is one of the key lessons. And believe in what he thinks it is right to do. We cannot please everyone in the world.
Thanks again. I hope this reply will go to you finally. All the best.